Today, I manage to crash it again totally due to my careless and absence minded. I was feeling blur blur since I have slight headache and I was just recovered from yesterday fever this morning. I didn't notice the pillar in front of my, just at the blind spot of my right hand side, and I turn my gear to 'D' and it crashed gently to the pillar.
My heart smashed with the crash and I felt that is the most stupid thing I ever done and the clumsiest. This all happened in during this Chinese New Year, what a bad sign. It's the worst luck ever that I can get and there it goes all my ang pow money. Well, I only manage to get somewhere around RM200++. To fixed my car, I think I need more than that.
I will go on an official broke category again very soon after paying off the car repair bills and any other bills that coming my way soon. Not to forget that I need to settle all my credit cards bills. Now, I wonder how nice if my company pays out bonus and give me a pay rise. Well, all this can be dream but reality still reality.
I just think that thank God that there is still people I can rely on and ask for help. Without them, I think it is even harder for me to handle all this stress. So, I think I still should thank Him keeping me unharmed and physically safe all these accidents that happened to me. I would still love to praise Him for that. But if can, Lord, please do easy on me the next time you test my faith. Hehe. Just kidding.
